went to schl today to help out
with the sec1 batik painting..
woke up like normal schl hrs..ooh,
kinda dragging myself out of bed..
hey,long time nvr wake up early,dats why..
so met up with azura at schl busstp..Mr.G
was making a fool out of himself..haaah..
shldnt talk abt him ah..althgh helping out seems
to be very easy,but,i just felt so tired..the instructor
was very friendly..i like :) saw sufiah just now..
aww,i miss her much..
headed home and took a bath..acc azura for her
interview..FAITH LIM JIA MIN SUPER CHIO :)
she rebonded her hair..like barbie doll like dat :)
haha..had fun with the two of them..was acting
very horny today..esp,AZURA!!!tsktsk..
had our dinner and headed home aft dat with azura..
while faith went to watch a ballet performance with her
aunt at the esplanade..
i'm going to have a nightmare today..seeing the 3 human
being just now.. :S
1) I'M DEAD BORED!
( can someone pls bring me out..pretty pls)
2) I cant wait to see how my working life
will turn out to be :)
(6 more days)
3) I'm craving for TARTS!!yumyum
4) I've not eaten since morning!!! sobsobsob
( I'm damn hungry)
5) I'm SLEEPY!!
(going to take a nap soon)
6) I'm feeling V.RESTLESS!!shit
i'm just typing out all dis so dat i can get to sleep..
i really want to go out..i'm bored at home..there's
nobody at home expt for mom and little boy..and
both of them is sleeping..2nd sis went for her hi-tea
and will only be back in the evening..both my younger
sis is at schl,at will only be back later part in the afternoon..
i'm hungry and mom is still sleeping..going grab a quick bite
ltr and,my bed is calling me alr..alrite,that wld be all..
I've been spending my time with azura&faith
since the last day of our papers..
i enjoyed every moment that we've spend tghter..
laughing our arses out and another moment,will find
the people ard us giving us the 'look'..
ystd was our class bbq..really glad dat azura
was there to listen to me talking..half of my burden
gone..
another day of us meeting again will be pretty
soon :) i love you guys :)
being sick at dis time is really damn
irritating..having not going to schl for
one day seems like not going to schl
for a year..i suddenly forgot wat shld be
done in schl..pathetic..
i'm acting like one blur sotong in class today..tsk
and to those who are really worried bcause
i'm sick,dont worry..it's normal when my face
suddenly becomes pale..normal ok..so,dont need
to worry :) i'm fine :) thanks for the concern people :)
i wont be blogging anymre aft today..reason
being nlvl will be in 3weeks time..god bless me :)
i actuali miss smiling and going crazy in class :(
Firstly,i'm really sorry for the vulgarities for
ystd post...
hello :)
headache again :( was feeling really frustrated
early in the morning..the weather,the people and
even me..argh..they are just not them today..wait,
is it me or the rest?shld be me ah..i'm not being myself
early in the morning..i got really irritated during assembly..
the noise and everything..tsk :(
i wasn't reading during assembly..i kept thinking abt my
results..dat feeling was gone during PE..and came back
soon as PE lesson was over..i enjoyed PE today,for don't
knw wat reason..played captain's ball..
team with azura,afi,a'an,yat and syafik..i laughed and
screamed just to let the frustration out..for the moment,
yes,i'm able to cool myself down..went back to class for
lessons..go through EL paper and the feeling came back..
i was very quite today..miss fong gave us dis EL package..
and there's dis quote which says, "no use crying over spilt milk"
at the moment,i felt dat the quote was nonsense..went for
recess with my girls..
hist and chem,go thrgh prelim papers..
schl ends and headed hme ard 1 with my girls and my sister..
and till now,i've not told my parents abt my results..
what reaction will they give me dis time round?i knw they will
be really disappointed in me..esp,my mum..
i planned not to tell them abt my results,but,i'm sure,they will
knw abt it one day..i've been lying,saying dat the results
is not out yet...tsk..i'm such a bad daughter :(
why can't i produce good results?why can't i just make my
parents be proud of me for once?why can't i stop
disappointing them over and over again?
i'm such a let down.. :(
i promised them dat i'll do well..but,i didnt keep the promise..
esp,mom..i really promised to her dat...haiya..i want to
prove to her dat i can do well..dad,althgh he didnt say much,
but i knw dat he cares..just dat he didnt show it..i just hate myself :(
i've been avoiding them for the past few days..in fact,i didnt
even say a single word to them..not even a word.. :(
i just miss them :'(
it's true though wen teachers said dat we can't do the
paper wen the setter just twist the qn here and there..
but in the end,the qn is still the same..
back to the quote which miss fong gave to us..it's true..
no point crying over spilt milk..wat you can do knw is to start afresh..
throw all the unhappiness away..
i'm going to pull myself thrgh dis 26days..i'm not giving up..
i'll do watever i can to clear all my doubts..
it's not too late to do all dat..i'll even finish up the revision prct dis
wkend for el and chem..i'm not going to complain a single thing abt it..
may god bless me:)
"Believe in yourself
Reach down inside
Have faith in what you do
You'll make it through
Don't you ever say you
you don't like the way you are
when you learn to love youself
You're better off by far"
